said it bitch

yes for the last time i said it, so damn hurt! what else? i though so. its still hard to break the wall. why on earth am i thinking. you cant break it no matter how hard you try, but i think i can get over it. maybe i just have to stop doing that. and try to find another perfect prince charming. people will never make me the right bride. people always get the innocent girl or woman to be his wife. ya im the slut and im the bitch now! i knew it. and i wont regret if people keep telling me that. im the worst girl that guy will get. HAHA shut up your fuckin lansi mouth. people always go for the goodie one. not the type of girl which is like myself. thanks for making me hate him. yup im over you. and i knew now how people will treat me if im telling the truth. and i knew how you will treat me. Fuck! how i hate people judging someone based on their fucking attitude! can u just treat them as ur friend?! sometimes people drink or look bad is not exactly bad at all. fine with me! go find someone that is totally innocent. once she got out from their comfort life and life in a real live. i'll bet she becomes one like me! im the most innocent girl before now im just a slut, a bitch or a whore. thanks for the thinking!