I just dont get it.. How much pain that it cause me when i need you but you wont be there. I know the pain if im been single. But i like being single. I want to. But i need someone that can care about me. Just like my friends do. They have someone that care for them but not in relationship. Hurm just need someone.. I think. Or just need more than someone. How can i get someone that cares me for the most but i dont want any relationship. Just someone that will be there for me when i need. I want to tell that someone how i feel. How worst my day is. How cool my friends is. Hurm can i just have that someone just for a moment. Till i forget about relationship. Need to get drunk but i dont know how. N i cant get drunk because im had a deal with someone that i think im in love with but he doesnt love me back. Just be there like a wind. Hurmm does he? He act like he does. He care like he does but i dont think his heart do the same. Just care about his friend that is me. But my friend dnt think that he care just care for a friend. But he love me. NO!BIG NO.. He's not.. How stupid i am.. Just stupid. This feelings of needed a guy are bullshit!
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- Farah Ili 'Ayuni
- Believe in yourself, build your strength, you are strong, You're beautiful and smart and capable of doing anything.
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