ctlr + A + del

people make mistake..
i make mistake...

and i get what i deserve...
my heart broke...
its hard when someone don't even what to believe
or don't want to be friends with u anymore..
life getting harder everyday...

i try not to be the old me again..
i throw away my past...

i want to make future as my future not yours...
i better be alone..
than have friends that abandoned me because of my mistake..

i choose the wrong path..
this is why i want to let go of my past and start over again...

my mistake will guide me for my future..
now my family is my priority..
my career come second...and
my life will become the last thing i ever thought...

ALLAH always guide me to the right path..
I'm the one who choose the wrong path...
better start now before it to late..

there is no longer you and me, or them..
this time is only me..
me and me...

i want to get married but i rather be not...
I'm so bad to be anyone gf, wife or mom..
i want my old life back but i don't want..
because there are many people that totally hate me..
and wish that i never exist..

i better be in my future than my past..
which i have every single one of people that i know..
love me, care about me more than i care about myself..