you, 14/12 - 14/2 hmm. 3 months. right?

I don't think i'm over you yet, Still can't get rid of you. Why u still in my heart, even u're the one that push me away? i'm hoping, tomorrow gonna be different. but it won't. it'll never be the same, like before. Tomorrow should be our new chapter, new life but it destroy before we ever started. I'm waiting for nothing, i guess. You never know what happen in my life when u're gone. I had to face it by my own, without you by my side. Homai, i wishing for something that will never be mine. I wanna tell you what happen to me, but i'm too afraid you wont even bother about it. i'm scared you gonna said something bad about me. and i don't want heard that b'cause it's gonna give so much impact into my life. I hate that i still Love you. Even you're not! I wish you would. Hmmm i have to focus on my study, and you need to focus yours too. I will love you even i'm just chasing your's shadows. I hope u give me the chance that i ask you before. but you ask me to forget about it. B'cause you can find someone that understand you more than me, better looking than me, and more mature than me. I hope you will find her. In future, if anything happen. I wanna let you know that i'm always here for you and i hope you will remember this name Farah ili ayuni.