should i?

i'm trying not to think about it..

but in the end,

i end up staying at home

by myself

maybe

i should go out tomorrow

but where do i go?

who am i suppose to meet?

so that i wont think about it..

its so uncomfortable

its like im chasing down the rainbow.

but still can't get all the colors that i want..

maybe its just a rebound again..

maybe i just dont want to be alone

maybe i just

urrgghhh

i dont know!