pretend

i will do nothing but just pretend like it doesnt hurt.

i wont take any step.

just trying to go with flow.

maybe some people fight for it,

but i think i will back off and stay hidden.

its not the best way to solve problem..

but in this case i think i want to

i have to keep it silent.

people might think im coward but

lets face it,

he dont know anything but he friends does,

he doesnt feel anything but he friends does..

n tell me now?

what on earth am i doing?

im sick of it..

i wont try and i wont show anything else..

be apart of him maybe the best way...

step out from my comfort feel

n let HIM decide what best for me..

i think i want my parents to find me the suit partner for me TOO!

FULLSTOP!