make me realize how lucky i am

I'm lucky..
i know i am..
i have my family and i have everyone that i love besides me..
i know Allah will take them in a short while..
but this night I'm just wanna tell the world how grateful i am..
thanks to Allah for giving me chance to be with them..
thank you for not taking them before i realize them gone..

mama i love you!.
i always love you...hehe
I'm sorry for everything wrong i've done to you..
sorry, cuz sometimes i don't listen to you..

abah i love you too!
hehehe
even though u never provide any goods for us..
i know you want to..
but u cant..
its okay..
i know how hard you find the money to please mama..

yong, me love love you too!
hehehe
sorry for i always being a bad sister to you...
i know i never listen any of ur advice
sorry cant help you when u needed the most help...

apit, my lil baby boy..
love you so much..
i know u keep all my secrets life to mama..
im sorry for making your life miserable
thanks for back me up when im done somethg wrong..
sorry for all the pain i put you when we fight!
hahaha

sorry for the bleeding nose when u were little..
sorry for wash u with kuah mee rebus..
HAHAHA

thah's funny actually!
HAHAHA

i miss you all ang i love you so much!
muahhhxx
xoxo