pfft

we have exactly 5 more days to celebrate RAYA..
im not so excited about that..
i dont know why..
maybe every year i celebrate RAYA
its becomes nightmare..

maybe it wont become nightmare this year...
but who knows, right?

im happy now really...
its because of him..
thanks sayg..
u means a lots to me, bee
i dont know what to do after that....hurmm
you know...

but, there's something else is blocking my future now..
i dont want any trouble..
but i dont want to end up anything like that
could you just hold me like you just meet me..
just stay by my side..
and you wont let go..
and you never give up on me..
please..
i really dont want to end up like this..
seriously..
i want a happy life and great marriage..