unexpected

something that i dont wanna hear about..
is this fucking word

"ACCIDENT"

seriously hate that words..
but thank god he's alright..
i dont want to imagine my life if....
well you know what..

hurmm..
i really wanna be around you right now..
but i cant..
im so sorry..
im not there with you..
to comfort you..
to makes the pain go away..
please take care honey..
just try to be as careful as you can..

please dont gave me another bad news again..
really...
please....just this one...
please...