stress!!

kenapa ipod buat hal ni?
sebelum nie tak nak pula blank..
HUHU..
mati aku nak kalau rosak..

okay..
the main reason is mature?
its the only think people ever think about it?
im just 21?
should i be just like my mum?
too serious all the time?
hurm..

i dont want to end up like that..
stressful..
i want make a full time joy for my life..
i need happines not sadnes..
not some serious fuckin issue...

its really not my type to go on my life with..
i just wanna feel lucky and happy all the time..
even some time its hard whn im upset or not in the good mood!..

hello please dont make me change..
people hate when its come to changing..
lbih2 lagi kalau tidak kena dengan cara life dia..

i have done evrything i could...
u should be thankful not making me feel worse..
its so unfair..
why people always treat me like im a stupid DOLL!
im alive!
please just once in my life time.

can i done something i want to do!..
why people always try to stop me?
arrgghhh!