i might not be perfect.
but i like to be perfect.

i know that i'm not so pretty as you are..
and i know my past.
i would like to live in peace.
i would like to be me once again..

and now i live my life in fear..
scared of what i am in the past.
scared to be in my future..

how can anyone accept me from who i was in my past..
how people judge in my future.
how someone will blame me for my mistakes.

please hear my prayer..
i need my strength.
i need my peace.
i need my space.
help me through this pain..
help me gain my strength.
to help me get out from those who like to destroy my life.