are my decision rght?

omg...i dont know what to write or to say now!...i'm jus cry!.fuck hate it!...stop crying u bitch!...what happen to me...did i make wrong again this time?did i?its silly right? i guess..fuck!! i in the middle of my worse nightmares! after this all month or this whole year? can i get some space from this decision? can i? plz dont hate me..plz dont mad...i say i'm sorry...plz stop..