i'm feeling down...

noe what..i'm seriusly make a big mistake n now i have to face it by my own now..really can't take it anymore...my mind, my feeling, my body can't accept anymore pain...so uncomfortable rght now..very2 upset..very2 tired of living...im tired of living..hate my life...but sometimes i love it...coz thats is life for..right?? apart of me are not myself..apart of me jus lost yesterday...i've done a teribble mistake...very2 unforgiveful...i had enough of crying...like i said...i'm tired...being a good being mean being ungrateful being selfish being rude all of it..i feel sick of myself..