whatever i do reminds me of U!

i c ur pictures today..
flash back all the goodies memories of u n me!
all this pictures mean a lots to me..
without u by my side!..
i feel empty!...
there's nothg i can do to bring u back to me!...
my heart hurt so badly!..
can u imagine who my life now!
i cry from time to time!
is only b'coz of u!.

i noe i was the one who makes this desicion!...
but ur the man!
why don't u stop me from doing that!!..
WHY!
when i'm think about it..
makes me sick of myself!
i so stupid!..

why did i blame myself!
i dunno!
in mean time i jus alone!..
without anyone by my side!..
nobody!..
JUS ME!
ALONE!!

but u bby!
u hav frenz by urside..

i don't want my frens to noe it!
coz
i hope one day u came back to me!
without anyone notice.
that,before this i let u go !...