what i feel!

i feel useless..i feel alone..i feel stupid..i feel sad..i feel depress..i feel lost..the whole me i think that's not who i really are...i'm sick of being diff from who i am..I'm sick of pretending...im sick to change to someone i'm not..i want to be me again..i don't want to live like this anymore...i want to be who i am!..i want to be old farah the naive girl wearing hijab again..x kisah ape die pkai..t-shirt my old sneakers..no make up..no more girly stuff..a happy go lucky girl..dat alwys laugh..x reti duduk diam..yg suke b'ckap..yg x ksah ape yg ade dlam idup dye..yg x suke menangis mcam budak kecik...yg x ksah kena marah..yg kasar...yg x amik kisah psl rambut..yg x amik kisah ape org nk ckp...hahaha..ely is just impian yg rosak semate2...hurmmm...FARAH ILI 'AYUNI..kegembiraan kurniaan keindahan..ermm..kan bgus klau nama nie btui2 mcam org nye..ermm..