did i do wrong?

hurrmm..ntah ape lger nk wat..ely pon x taw...ely x taw nk pkir ape dah..t'serah sume pdeNYA...kadg2 sedih ely nages dpan die..mntak tolg ngn dye..sbb ely dah x taw nk wat cam ner...ade jgak ely penah mntak tarik nyawa..giler kan?bese la kadg2 jiwa x tenang suke pkir bkan2..ely x slah kn sesper...ely slah kn diri ely..bia la..ape2 pon keputusan ely..ely dah pkir pnjg..ely arap sokongan sume org..ely arap sume pham...hurmm..ely penat..ely b'serah jer..ape nk jdi jdi la..ely trime seadanya...ntah ape la lger..lpas nie yg b'laku bia kn b'laku...